屁啦

我是一个讨厌说对不起的人。
即使有时候是我的错，我也不说对不起。
这次我也不说对不起！
因为我没有错！我给的只是一种表现，并不觉得哪里有错。
错的在于那些因为害怕被别人拖累、害怕梦想被摧毁，所以想尽所有借口和办法甩掉他人的人，而且还还用恶毒的语言抨击他人！这种行为真是可耻 =）

没事找事做

Every one is doing it. So i do it too. Haha! 是的，我就是一个如此没有 mind of my own 的人

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Go do if you have nothing better to do http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


10 peeps from fervour and jiemin "accompanied" me to the pasar malam at zhenghua xiao xue there. Arrive there at 10.05pm, back home at 10.30pm. Hahaha! That's james' curse!


I stumbled upon this phrase on my friendster,
"Believe that your future will hold more happiness than your past ever did".


I thought it sounded rather encouraging, what about you?? =)

Anything

1. Pick your birth month

2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.

3. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.

4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months.

5. Tag 5 people from your friends list.

My birth month is 10 paragraphs away. Don't be afraid you can't see it.

Highlighted and Italicised phrases best describes me. There are so much more I wanted to highlight. Why must it be 5-10!!

I was tagged by ShuangYing for no reason but hey! ShuangYing this proves that I do read your blog and i read it thoroughly! Haha! ShuangYing is the woman beside me.

Do I really have to tag 5 other people?? If so....

DorcasZ, LynnC, PeiLing, Zhiwei, TengZhi

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. (i don't look at others, i look at my own flaws. i have more.) Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. (nah nah. not productive at all. productive at being fat?) Smart, neat and organized. (this is mission impossible for me! i'm a dirty fellow.)Sensitive and has deep thoughts. (not sensitive.) Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. (i have a loud voice!) Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. (i'm definitely not resistant to illness. =P) Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. (i'm shy lar~) Loves children. (little children see me as a bad witch.hees.) Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: (that's me!)

Loves to chat.

Loves those who loves them.

Loves to take things at the center.

Inner and physical beauty.

Lies but doesn't pretend.

Gets angry often.

Treats friends importantly.

Always making friends.

Easily hurt but recovers easily.

Daydreamer.

Opinionated.

Does not care of what others think.

Emotional.

Decisive.

Strong clairvoyance.

Loves to travel, the arts and literature.

Touchy and easily jealous.

Concerned.

Loves outdoors.

Just and fair.

Spendthrift.

Easily influenced.

Loses confidence.

Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

And I, Zhuo Xiao Miao went for hair rebonding today at M'sia. Hair is freakin' straight now and I regretted not asking that fellow to cut abit more layer for me cause now my hair is so kuku.

Went to Kim Gary's at CitySquare with mummy during teatime. Waited freakin 25minutes for my honey milk and peanut butter toast! As usual I wrote the feedback form, hoping that they will 自我检讨 alot. And some good news will be, 20% discount is still given to singapore students during weekdays afternoon.

*I can't wash hair for 3days...*

When Little Miss Prissy meets Little Miss Datou

Ok today I decide to blog about Priscilla!

Priscilla is a girl.

She has long hair.

She has one big and one small eye.

She looks rather pale and I think that's the reason why she puts on eyeliner whenever she goes out.

She is recently obsessed with plucking of eyebrow and she is now scary looking with a one line eyebrow.

And let me introduce to you....PRISCILLA!

KK anyway we went out yesterday together with Weiting and Cindy. We were rather budget haha. Shall not tell you all about it! Bleah~ *SECRET*

I'm in love with Prissy's phone! Don't know why maybe because her phone makes our pictures look neoprint-y. Haha anyway pooled the second time with Prissy. She's a patient and quite pro coach because she made me master not to piu qiu!! Our standard is about the same. Always fighting for the last ball. *Hahaha* Our pool is bo zeng hu (no govt) de hor. Classic ball for the day will be a very smooth white ball strike. *Hahaha*

Anyway if ur bored continue reading...

When Little Miss Prissy meets Little Miss Datou....
They took a bus and went to Little Miss India’s house.....
They were surprised to find out that Little Miss Wisdom was also at Little Miss India's house and they were watching E ZUO JU ZHI WEN
And here comes Little Miss Picky bringing her MOSSY burgers she bought for all the Miss-es....
After finishing the MOSSY burgers, Little Miss India and Wisdom insisted on continuing to watch E ZUO JU ZHI WEN, even though they are watching it for the 101th time, thus leaving the 3 Little Miss visitors on their own
Then the naughty Little Miss Prissy went to the Power Station and shut off all the electric power in the whole TOWN OF MISSIES...and causing Little Miss Wisdom and Little Miss India to be real angry....
Little Miss Wisdom raised her voice and screamed frantically at Little Miss Prissy for shutting off the electricity supply because the scene happened to stopped at the part whereby JiangZhiShu and YuanXiangQin were going to kiss, that’s why the show is called E ZUO JU ZHI WEN
Little Miss Prissy took the whole box of E ZUO JU ZHI WEN and started to swallow it down....yummy..... Wisdom and India went nuts!
Just as they were about to fight it out, Little Miss Datou shouted: Stop it! U girls are making my head bigger and bigger!
Little Miss Picky went up to Datou and said: Hey Miss Datou! I really hate your head. It looks like some big balls. You should go for an operation and get it done.
Just as Little Miss Datou is about to retaliate, she felt a sudden pain at her tummy! She shouted: Oh no! It must have been those MOSS burgers!!!
Here comes Little Miss Complain, she took out her phone and called Mr Listener and complained to him about the MOSSY burgers!
Mr Listener fell asleep the moment Little Miss Complain started to talk
And all the Little Miss-es went back to their home sweet home...

To be continued...

Okay anyway I promised Jackson that I will kinda blog about him for being nice for sending a song. Ciaos~

Flashbacks

I've been online since noon! How no life can I get?? I've thought of going out for a walk but I just couldn't bear to do so because I hate the idea of being alone and seeing people on the streets with a companion. But anyway I still do productive stuffs like a lot of household chores when I'm at home. Then will just chit chat with Zhiwei Ge (*Vomits*) on Msn. Hai hao he's online if not will surely die of boredom.

Today is Wednesday and I realised that I did not blog about Monday's trip! I usually don't blog about yesterdays because I'm too obsessed with todays. Haha! But today shall be an exception because Monday was rather memorable. It had been don't know how many donkey years since I last went out with dearest PeiLing cann. It was meant to be a shopping trip for her but I also ended up buying things!! *Repents* I really didn't want to buy things de~

Now I have to live on bread and plain water alone~ Sobs! I also try to coop myself at home so I don't go out and anyhow 挥霍 my money.

It indeed was a fun trip with PeiLing but this kind of thing '久久一次就好'. This is a quote from a dearest friend. If not people tend to take things for granted. *Not pinpointing at anybody*

I never wanted to buy those 'Little Miss' shirts because the whole world has it! But upon stumbling into this Little Miss Scatterbrain, I was deeply attracted to it. I now have a new identity! Call me Scatterbrain.


scatterbrain: [ 'skætəbrein ]

n. 注意力不集中的人


That's me that's me!


Yesterday I thought of visiting PeiLing at NorthPoint because I'm staying at grandma's house until about 8 plus while she ends work at 9 plus then can like go home together mah. But then I happily took train all the way back to Woodlands and forgot about wanting to give her a surprise visit! So 扫兴! I realised it while I was on the bus back home from Woodlands Int. HAIIX.

881-ed

Okok this is not an advertisement for Cathay nor AMK Hub!

As promised, I 881-ed with Wai Po today! Err as usual I was a little late so Wai Po bought the tickets first. Don't 看扁 on my Wai Po. She got us tickets that's last second row and centralised!

I can see that 881 is quite a hot movie because the movie theatre is like 65% filled with people even though the show was up for quite some time already and and out of this 65%, 90% of which were senior citizens. Remember the $4 tickets i mentioned?? Haha!

Anyway, had some bad experience at the cinema even though it was new and the seats were big and comfy and of my favourite colour for the season Red, someone farted in the cinema! I suspect it's some people just sitting near me. Wah piang, people so touched by the last few scenes of the movie right? Fart never mind leh, Fart 3 times I MIND and I MIND A LOT!! It's the same fart from the same person for 3 times as that farty stinky smell smelled the same, at least to me. Feel like puking out the popcorns I ate cann. And i could see from 180 degree angle view that Wai Po was covering her nose like mad. Felt like laughing out loud in the cinema. LOL!

I kind of miss my K750i because this W660i doesn't have auto focus and so the pictures I took are all so out of focus and blur blurr de.

Wai Po was really very hospitable as usual man. Passed by a lot of food stalls and she kept asking me whether I want to eat this or eat that. Heh! It's not a bad thing alright. But since so many people keep saying I've become less fat recently, I shall reject all kind offers as much as possible. After the show we went back to Wai Po's house for dinner! Hee! On the way back we passed by YMCA. The kids are as usual lovable and they keep jumping to look at me as the window was a bit too high for them. And some of them were standing at the window asking 老师，你要不要进来? Wooo. So sweet!

So this was my day! :) Which would be nice without the Fart!

881!

Today is another family day~
My family day is usually spent with WaiPo and Mummy and sometimes Jiejie.
Today's only with WaiPo and Mummy but that was enough for us to be high.
Today is like so funny. I can't remember exactly how we touched on the topic about 881 but all i know was suddenly i saw Wai Po getting very excited about 881!

WaiPo (in hokkien): huh? si mi? 881 arr? wa kua liao! jin ho kua leh! wa ai kua gou ji mai!
[ok translated it means she already watched 881. it was a very nice show and she wants to watch it one more time!]

My WaiPo is like so cute la. She dunno follow what CC go and watch the show. And and senior citizens watch movies for like 4bucks plus only! Thats so nice! And so I think I have a date with her on Tuesday to watch 881 together! Hahaha!

I've got to know so many new friends recently! 1 left but so many were added. Hmmm... I hope I can bump into you on the streets one day and that you will stop giving that stupid cold shoulder attitude. You are not dengue are you?

My sister games!

That day I was printing guitar chord sheet and to my horror i saw 12 game icons on my Jie's desktop! How does she play all those games anyway?? I seriously dunno. She's addicted to Reflexive for all i know. *Euuuuuuuu*

Happy Happy Day

Today is the first time I'm meeting my primary school friends ever since we graduated from primary school! Haha so exciting! It's so funny to see those who were short to grow taller, those who were very tall then to remain at the same height, those who were skinny to grow abit more chubby and those who were not so handsome/pretty then to become more handsome/pretty. How interesting! At first I thought it would be an embarrassing thing but apparently we were rather open to each other!


We spent like the whole day together having fun haha! From lunch to arcade and to pool and finally to Kbox! The money was well spent haa!

And and i didn't know i was quite a good aimer cause i think i did well for basketball shooting at the arcade. I hope none of my students saw me there haha!

After which i think i tyco-ed during pool. First time at it and i succeeded with my "fastest ball" of the day! Hahaha.

Lastly kbox-ed! I really didn't know i have guy friends who are willing to sing cyndi wang xin ling's songs! Hahaha! It's a good thing can.


I really wanna thank all of YOU who came or appeared today!!

HuiQian Jackson JiaWang KwangSoon MingZhou WeiTing Regina Stella YaTing ZhiWei

I hope I didn't leave out anybody's name!

You guys and gals made my day!! Didn't YOU ALL noticed my megawatt smile today?? Hahaha!

When I have nothing to do...

Your Heart is Feeling Indifference

Your heart is pretty much on hiatus right now.You're not particularly interested in love, and you're cultivating a sort of romantic apathy.Whether you've been burned badly or you're just burned out, your heart is cold to passion. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: A bit of cold heartedness Your current outlook on love: Detached and stoic - you try to analyze love from a logical perspective Your love life will improve if you: Open up a little. Stepping back can help you find peace with your emotions, but it can also make you repress them. Watch out for: Too much cynicism. Indifference can lead you down a dark path.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

Your Love Type: INFJ

The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP

What's" Your Love Type?

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catchProblem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend??

You Have Your Insecure Moments

You tend to be pretty insecure, even though you may not realize it.All that jealousy you feel? Well, that's your insecurities showing up in the worst possible way.Bottom line, you don't give yourself enough credit. People do like to be around you.Work on your self worth a little, and you'll be surprised how much better you'll feel.

Are You An Insecure Girl??

Emo?? No!!

It's been 1 year since last September. 2006 September is the best September I've ever had because it contained a lot of memories. Memories that I will never forget till death.

Today is also another blank blank day. I seriously don't like it when people wake me up and inform things because I will forget them after I go back to sleep. Ok so this morning before my mum went out, she informed me to go and pay phone bills but I forgot totally about it until I walked past the table the 101th time and saw the phone bills lying flat on the table!! And so I quickly rushed down to SingPost just to pay phone bill at 4pm. *Argh*

1 thing I hate most is whenever I feel loneliest, there's always no one to be with me. Really nobody. Is this some kind of joke planned by God as well? Oh I'm not pinpointing at anybody but just voicing out since this is my blog. Am i being very spoilt, troublesome or asking alot?? I guess I have to depend on myself from now on. This is not a negative thought but a positive one because I will learn to be independent from now on. I am not an autistic child anyway but soon la i guess. An independent autistic child :)

I had a terrible lunch and a horrible dinner at home. Food wasn't fantastic. Atmosphere wasn't very good. Not having great appetite recently. This is so not like me.

People, to love is not to possess but to let the opposite have the best. However, it's just too hard to do so.

Out of Boredom

Nothing much happen that I should bother blogging about recently.
I'm still waiting for Charissa to discover my blog url instead of me telling her what is it.
I've finally found someone like me, who listens a lot to the opposite party speak and talk very little during a conversation. It is not a sin to talk very little in a conversation alright?
Everyday is a bore.
Planning games for Aspiration outing on Thurs but it seems like not a lot of people are interested to come or that they already have something on. And I thought we're gonna have fun on Thursday. Ok i believe those who are present will.
Please give me something to do.

Life shouldn't be like this.