Practeekerm

First day of practicum.

Did so many things that I've not done for ages:
Woke up earlier than a rooster and sound like a frog. I need lotss of herbal candy!
Finish a plate of cai fan within 12 minutes.
Meetings after meetings.
Am sufferring from some withdrawl symptoms cos I so terribly miss Pris Jas Jess JL Kar and NIE. Why am I behaving like a baby who just entered primary school??

Time to get busy!

Pains of growing up

The time has come. And indeed, there's just so much mixed feelings about practicum, school, life and friendships. Worries, fears and a little bit of positivity are all that I have in mind. How bad can things get? Oh well should I be glad that I still have that little bit of positivity?
Having been through some real bad experiences, I finally come to realise no matter how close you are with a person; after a damage has been done, the crack will always remain and you will just seem to be reminded of it, always.
我很在乎,但是我无能为力.