Monday, April 13, 2009

Mastering my emotions

Dear all, I'm back!
The past week was definitely a week of intense emotions just like what rene has mentioned!
During the week, out of the blue I received a letter from NgeeAnn telling me graduation is on 13th may?! I seriously got quite tensed up, confused, sad, disappointed because taiwan trip is from 6-13th may there is no way I can be back in time for graduation! So after much negotiations, or rather arguments, I finally get to go graduation but I need to pay 200 over bucks (to be exact 300) for the admin fee to postpone the date of the trip. I seriously don't know why this has to happen. Well I'm not blaming NP's late notice but I don't quite like *** holidays for sucking marney outta me when we're more or less doing them a favour by allowing them to set another group off to taiwan, blardey ***. Other than giving them the 300 bucks painstakingly, I also received violent comments from my mum and relatives (who are going to the trip as well) to not attend graduation. Hello, do you know what you are talking about? Not attending graduation is as good as not graduating! Moreover, to me I believe graduation is a chance for me to wrap up my life in NP TOGETHER with beloved T02. They are the reason why I die die also wanna go graduation. 钱可以再赚回来,但是毕业典礼不可以lor, so please understand. Even till now I still hear all those silly naggings. So stop it and for once I shall be grateful and thank MOE that their allowance come into good use.
I just got vanilla icecream on good friday and I am so missing xiaohong now. Can't imagine 小红 inside the display showcase waiting to be sold to another fellow:( If I had more marney I wouldn't have sold 小红! I wanna 赎回小红! :X

后退其实是为了靠近,但退无可退时,我是靠近了你?还是失去自己?妥协 - Jolin
你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太远
你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

Thursday, April 9, 2009

I'm not gonna start off with "it's been so long since i last blogged!" too old fashion already!
But I'm gonna start off with I got stomach/gastric flu, whichever it is! After dinner on Saturday, I felt pretty bloated. And on Sunday I LSed many times! And on Monday I continued to LS! And on Tuesday my stomach was pain and I still LS! SO on Wednesday I finally went to see the doctor. 34bucks in exchange for a consultation and 5 packs of medicine. The medicine really give me headache. Some before food, some after food, some 1 hour before/after other medication, some morning, some night, some 1 time a day, some 2 times a day, some 3 times a day. RARR! And now I can't eat my favourite food for God knows how many days =( there goes my milk tea prate mac hk cafe!

Other than that, I'm still busy tutoring my cousins! Actually I love tutoring my cousins except for one! A primary two Maths char bor who is lazy and gives attitude! *Tsk* Nevertheless, I'm gonna make her pay for it mwuahaha.

It's gonna be someone's birthday tomorrow!
Changing phone tomorrow!
Heading for taiwan this coming May! Whee!
Taking A level chinese this June! =x
And then it's time for some teaching and studying again XD